Well Mum it's been 13 years and every year is still as painful. Worse thing is we've knowhere to go to sit and have a chat as your ashes are still at dad's house. You have four grandkids now, really wish you had met Imogen. They are doing great at school which I know you would be very proud of and I haven't broke my promise of sorting myself out I'm still on the straight and narrow haha love you Mum and miss you every day. PS me and Mareka got engaged and I'm sorry its been so long for my first message as I wasn't aware of this site I just received a email. I'll be lighting a candle as I do every year, love you x